Hell-ooooo guys.
I know its been ages since I last updated my blog.
The past months has kept me busy as I mainly had to concentrate on school more than my social life.
Well, now, as my mother says, 'I'm a freeeee bird'...
Yes!!! I just finished my exams on the 1st of December. Of course it was a pain in the neck. One whole month of stress and pressure just to finish what I started a year ago. Well at times I do regret what I have done but in the same time I gained numerous experience from going to school. I had the opportunity to meet new people with different ideas and thoughts than me. What I learnt over the past months is that not everyone will be the same all the time. There are people who only come to you when they need something from you. There are also people who backstab you even though you have never talked to them. There are even people who are very talented but are unfortunate in some ways. As in my life, some people around me think I'm a candle. Only needed when there is no electricity. Once the light is back on, one blow and that's it. Once a friend of mine had some problems with the other friends in school. I had found out and accompanied whenever needed. One day, when the problems were all sought out, I became lonely again. I hated to even go to school at some point of time because people just want me for help. I always feel left out. Sometimes I think that I think too much, way beyond my limits but the truth is, no, I'm not. People just don't understand when I say it out loud. So I end up thinking and thinking and thinking. Another story of a friend of mine is that he/she did not tell me about he/she is moving to another place. That really broke my heart because he/she was my best friend and he/she did not invite me over. Common' man, is it too hard to give me a call saying "I'm moving away!".
I'm sorry for being rude or mean but that's what happens in my life. If anyone needs a break from reality that's when I appear. When its fun time in Neverland, POOF!, I disappear in mid-air...
Am I a really bad friend or just a person eligible for sad stories???
I'm sorry for the long rant about my sick relationship story but hey, the blog says it all...it is the Story of My Life!!!
Adios sexy people...till we meet again!!!
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